Let's Talk About...

LOL, I should be studying for the awful Wednesday exam, but whatever.

So what do I talk about best? Sex, of course! Haha, on the bus home from Boston, Erin, Zack and I were talking about our various sex stories and mishaps. We all seem to have these quite interesting sex discussions. Like, I asked Zack is the era of the virgin is over, and he told me "i don't think that it ever existed". How cruel! I believe that we were definitely the shit, but now all guys think about is getting some.

Like, I was reading some stuff, and I thought that it was really very juvenile how this guy was writing about how hot he thought this girl was when she had a picture of herself up in a bikini. I'm sooo past that shit. I really don't need for a guy to look at my pic or look at me and tell me that I'm hot.And I don't want to be "hot". Yeah, we joke about it, all of my friends and I calling each other hot. But I mean, I don't want to look hot, because it just sounds so slutty. I want to look gorgeous or cute or beautiful or sexy (ok, maybe not sexy). I think that I'm starting to show my age, LOL.

I feel like "hotness" gives off the impression that the physical attractiveness is going to fade away. That you're just a transient individual in the other person's life. Beautiful girls have more staying power.

I think that personality and attraction wise, people should just aim high. I wouldn't want a jerk that going to expect me to pay for every meal and sit there like a good little house wife while he sleeps with other women. So why not have those same high standards for physical attractiveness? It's not being superficial, it's being realistic. Am I really going to be able to go through our first 15 years together (before he starts going gray, balding, developing liver spots, etc) with an unattractive man? The thought of it just makes me ill. People shouldn't do it, not even for sugar daddies (ha ha). I just can't spend my life with a paper bag boy or a troll. See, it's good to be honest!

My boss and I were talking about relationships last week, and I was telling her about how men perceive me as a very high maintenance woman, but that in all actuality, I'm not difficult to please. LOL, and she was like, yeah, you can tell that I'm a girl that likes nice things.

So I've become really obsessed these days about being professional, conservative, and sophisticated, but also pushing the limits of style at the workplace. Hell, style in general. There are certain items that I NEVER wear, simply because I really feel like a slut or ho when I wear them. And I think that I overexaggerate the way I look in them, it probably doesn't look that bad, but it still freaks me out. Here is the list:

1. Leggings, cuz my thighs are too big. It would be a crime to put ppl through that.
2. Jeans without back pockets. Ya'll KNOW that my booty is too big for that. It automatically looks ho-ish.
3. Chunky heels.


So this post was sorta random, but it was a good way to procrastinate. Off to study:(