The realness
It's always good to have an honest, open post once in a while.
I'm afraid of being homeless and jobless in New Haven. My internship ends soon, and I don't have another one lined up. I don't have an apartment yet, and I pray that I'll have a definite by the end of the week.
I'm terrified of not fulfilling my potential and being unable to do whatever God wants me to do in this world/ life.
Right now, I'm afraid of my decisions negatively affecting my life and being forced to live with those decisions for awhile.
I'm afraid of my dreams and visions because I fear that they make me hope for more than what can be given.
I'm afraid of being alone, or afraid that I've let the love of my life slip through my fingers as a result of bad decisions on my part.
I'm afraid that I may be too old to learn or experience certain things.
I'm afraid that I'm too young to learn or experience certain things.
posted by That It Girl @ 1:21 PM
1 Comments:
darling don't be afraid...God takes care of everything...and alone?!-ha...good luck trying to get rid of me ;)...(although I know you meant it in the romantic sense...you should have no worries... and you'll always have your friends & family :)
p.s. I've enjoyed our recent discussions...I like to keep it among our own though otherwise it's like airing out dirty laundry...but I'll def. have to check out that book you were talking about!
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