shit

so i'm wondering why i'm having such strong feelings about the current issue. I've been asking myself why these feelings of anger and jealousy have been threatening to overflow. Then I realized that it's probably because of this: that I'm used to getting all of the freakin attention, and it majorly upsets me when others take my spotlight.

I really need to just get over it and understand that relationships come with time. TIME WILL TELL. And I want it to be purely unadulterated, not muddied by sexual innuendos and such.

and no, this is not the type of relationship that you're thinking...