night time post in my beloved md

I really can't write a true expose on myself until my longings and desires are fulfilled. But I can write a bit.

My internship at NRDC ended last week on Friday. As much as I know that it is beneficial to my career, I can't help but feel very sad about it. NRDC was my home for the past 5 months. I met amazing people, including Yolanda and May. I don't know, just not being there for the past few days is like having a hole in my life. I know, it's *just* work, right? But it's not, I really made friends there. So I'm just trying to cope.

My last week was filled with good dialogue and wise words from Yolanda, lol. The week before, she took May and me out to Rosa Mexicano, the most amazing Mexican restaurant ever! It was seriously one of the nicest restuarants, and the food was so delicious:) And it had the most gorgeous ambiance, lol. But anyways, back to last week. May got me a bouquet of flowers, and Yolanda got me a journal and stationary set. I really didn't want to leave, I even considered applying for the general hr intern position there. But I know that when it's your time to leave, it's imperative to do it without going back on your word.

On Friday I went to happy hour, but the usuals weren't there. Unfortunately, M brought that fugly girl that he claimed that he wasn't going to see anymore. So I was pissed at him, and I think that he knew it. We really didn't say goodbye. And maybe it's better that way. I really don't need to be chasing a grown ass man who still doesn't seem to have his act together. And um, copping feels when he's dating other women. I'm over it.

But yeah, so I got tipsy off of amaretto sour (1) and a red bull and henessey (1/4). But the way, people seem to be like "damn" when I order the red bull and henessey. Come on now, it's not *that* strong! Anyways, so I made a couple of tipsy calls to Kim, and next thing you know, I was on the PATH to NJ. Kim, Raj and I went to Hoboken and had Malaysian for dinner. We proceeded to walk around and go to Johnny Rockets for milkshakes. It's a gorgeous place, NJ. You can see NYC from pier, and there's a railed boardwalk too. It's so new and upcoming. We also took glamour shots, which I'll have to put up at some point:) I also got to see Kim's mansion, aka, her really big studio! It's so pretty, and in a safe high rise building. I had so much fun that night with Kim and Raj, I'm glad that we changed our clubbing plans.

Let's see, I was supposed to go home on Saturday, but and unexpected meeting on Monday kept me away from MD. So instead, I chilled with Zack, drove to the outlets and had a tasty dinner at a dim sum restaurant by my apartment.

Sunday, I kinda didn't end up in church, and ended up running a bunch of errands and attempted to make things perfect.

Monday, I had my meeting. But then I was told that I needed to have another meeting today, so I had to wait to go home today. I got lost in Yonkers on my way home. It was absolutely terrifying. When I pulled up to the gas station, with my flip flops and suit on a guy yelled out "you lost, gal?". I was scuurrred. Luckily, I found my way out of Yonkers. I finally arrived in MD at 4:30, and was greeted by a little red doggie jumping up and acting crazy! Gotta love my lil baby.

So hopefully everything will be revealed to you all by the end of the week. Stay tuned....